HAPPY GIRL

How can i become a happy person again???

2011-03-11T02:55:00.000-08:00

Wat is true friends? Can i be a true friend of others? Am i a good friend? Why people treats me like that? How can i forget all the unhappy memories? Wat should i do? Inside of my heart and mind are full of ???

I never do anything at all why not people believe me? No people care how i feel. why thing goes like this why can't we go back... I really don like it

I really don like myself, in front of my family i laugh like crazy just because i don wan them to know it and also let me to forget all the unhappiness for a moment. In front of my friend i feel very very sad wan to cry, why they treats me like that. I am very very lonely

My life had change, i no longer a happy person already

2011-03-08T01:53:00.000-08:00

Long time never update blog le. Today write blog because there is no one i can share how i feel now. I had been not happy for a few weeks already. I try my best to be happy in front of my family don let them know that i not happy just don wan them to worry and also try my best to forget all the bad memories but still cannot forget it. I wish everything will go back to the past so that i will more happier. I don know wat i had did that makes them dislike me so much that they can ignore me even i stand in front of them. I feel like crying we have been friends for so long already why they treat me like that, why thing end up like this i really don know. I really really wish can go back to the past when we still at sec sch.

Am i a selfish person only care about myself? I really don know who can tell me. Did i change a lot or should i say i change to bad. I really really don know. Maybe i had change a lot that why u all dislike me.

Are we still friend? I don know. Maybe you all will think i am thick skin, just to tell u all that i still treat u all as friend even you all don treat me as friend already. I know u all don like me to follow after sch so i did not follow u all, i know you all also don wan to talk to me so i never say bye to u all or i should say never talk at all.

Anyway test is coming all the best to all of you :)

But i don think you all will come and see this post.

2010-03-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

This few days have hospitality course.
Monday go to school till 130pm then have NA math till 625pm teacher said have test so stress.
Tuesday go to Royal Hotel then have NA math till 6pm.
Wednesday go to Crown Plaza Hotel, the hotel was very beautiful then have NA math till 6pm.
Today go to Changi Bleach Club then Karine and Beatrisa go to my house play wth the dog.

This week holidays have a lot of homework to do. So Stress.

2010-02-25T04:12:00.000-08:00

This few days not enough to sleep and having a lot of stress... Coursework very difficult to do don know how to do and NA math also very difficult arrr...... so stresssss.... this few day i feel like the class looks very sleepy...

2010-02-16T01:27:00.000-08:00

14 Feb
Wake up at 8am then watch tv then mum said going out soon...then i go to change then went to grandpa house(mother side), eat n get ang bao... then a while later grandpa said that he need to go KK Hospital fetch aunt n baby back then after eating we go to grandpa house(father side) then went to grandma's mother house n go to others relatives house to get ang bao....After that we went to aunt house, see baby then we play cards.....stay at aunt house

15 Fed
Wake up at 6am then go see baby, grandpa feed the baby milk then at 10+am grandpa bath the baby n i take some photo of her......play cards....

Today wake up at 10+am because the baby was crying then went to aunt room, saw baby was bathing n she is hungry so that she is crying then i also take some photo of her.....
At afternoon mum n i went back home....

I am so sorry to Chiew Sien that i can not go to meet her because i not free n i not at home

Happy Day

2010-02-13T07:36:00.000-08:00

Today is New Year Eve, it was a happy day, wake up at 9am help mum to clean the house then about 12+pm my younger brother said that my aunt going to gave birth....Then about 1+pm my aunt gave birth n it is a baby girl....My whole family was so happy because we had a new member...My family said she came to get ang bao...her birthday is so easy to remenber is on the new year eve...She is so cute...

Tmr is Chinese New Year so Happy Chinese New Year to all of you!

2010-02-12T05:52:00.000-08:00

Today at school celebrate Chinese New Year then SPRING IT UP then total defences then have N-Level thing....
Go back home then went to buy food, after buying food walking back home saw somebody with his girlfriend then the somebody saw me, his eyes open very big, like never see me before.....
At home, wash jacket and bags then Karine come my house to make her nail then we chat...

2 more days to Chinese New Year
Time pass so fast the new year is coming...

2010-02-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

Today have CPA n EBS coursework to do so difficult to do...
The next EBS coursework lesson have to finish all things but so many things need to do don't know can finish it or not...
Don't feel like going to school tmr... need to stay until 630pm because of the drama...
Very STRESS so many things to do....

Chinese New Year is coming 4 more days...

2010-02-08T06:15:00.000-08:00

Long time never blog le..

Today
lesson then have drama till 630pm so sleepy

During Holidays
Went to Hong Kong and Genting

Open School
Stress lot of cousework to do and lot of work to do....
Saturday shuling birthday party was so fun and i enjoy it...

6 more days to Chinese New Year le
Time pass so fast :)

2009-08-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

10 August 2009, Monday
Went out with Cheryl,Lachmi,Karine,HuiTing,YongSheng,Daryl,Avan and Ivan
Meet them at 8 am at bus stop then go Hougang Mall Food Court to eat breakfast than take MRT to Vivo City. Reach there very early most of the shop was close, walk around then they said wan to watch movie, than we walk to the cinema but haven open yet than we wait for it to open. Then we decided to watch the movie 吓到笑(where got ghost?). Than the cinema open the guys went to buy the tickets. Then HuiTing said sit one boy one girl then we tear the tickets and each people take one.(HuiTing, Daryl, Karine, Avan, Me, Yong Sheng, Lachmi, Ivan and Cheryl) The movie where got ghost some part very funny some part very scary. After the movie we take bus to Haw Par Villa. We go see the 1o court hell and other places over there. Haw Par Villa is so boring that nothing to walk. Than we take bus to a shopping mall to find food to eat but the shopping mall nothing to eat, in the end we went to west side hawker centre for lunch. After lunch we take bus back to vivo city, they went daiso to buy tibbitts after that we all went to the open garden and chit chat. We seating outside but the only thing we hate was there is a bunch of dancer over there dancing and jump till like going to break the floor. Then we went to plaza singapura for dinner but i never eat. Then take MRT home together but without cheryl because she go to yio chu kang. chit chating with Karine,HuiTing and Lachmi on the way back to Hougang. Daryl alight first(different stop) after that we alight at hougang then avan alight last(different stop). Then take bus back home.

11 August 2009, Tuesday
PE play pick-a-ball then EBS then EL so boring then recess doing Math HW because haven finish yet lucky finish on time. Then math so boring that i do the na math after that have na math lesson till 4++ go home.

12 August 2009, Wednesday
CPA quite boring then EL checking holiday worksheet then science we went AVA room for lesson, took back our science test paper. I don understand this chapter and any how do and i still can pass. LOL. Than recess after recess math boring... then go home. Is ah gong birthday. So i go ah gong house then go shopping and eat dinner outside.

13 August 2009, Thursday
Today MT get back test paper than Sci very boring don know wat teacher talking about. Then EBS keep copy and copy than recess do the na math so difficult than math go thought cumulative 7 than na math lesson then drama till 530 go home

2009-08-05T02:23:00.000-07:00

Long time never use blog.
Today go sch as per normal. This few days very STRESS a lot of things need to do.

My dad asked me to give up the NA math but i don no wan to give up or not....
NA math so difficult
sci don understand

Got a lot of things need to do....SO STRESS!

2009-06-22T09:17:00.000-07:00

Wake up at 6.o5 am.
Than 7 am meet Karine at bus stop, take bus 72 to Tampines interchange and meet Shu Ling, Wan Yi, Cheryl, Lachmi, Hui Ting, Pei Ru and Cavell. After that take bus 31 to Simei ITE...Than go to class, start lesson...quite boring because have lots of beak time than me, Shu Ling, Wan Yi, Cheryl, Lachmi, Hui Ting, Pei Ru went to another room to play, the room have a catwalk stage than Shu Ling, Cheryl, Lachmi have a catwalk show and it was so funny lar...than end class at 3+ pm than take bus 31 to Boon Keng than take mrt to Hougang mall than take bus 72 back home...

After all it was quite fun, have lots of presentation and Simei ITE is so big...

2009-05-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my friends n i had picnic at Pasir Ris Park. Morning, i meet Karine and YunJie at Karine house down stairs and took bus 88 to Pasir Ris Interchange, we was the first one reach there but we were supposed to meet at 11am because a lot of them were late so we need to wait but its okay lah...then we walked all the way to Pasir Ris Park. It is like so far n is bloodly hot but it was quite fun then we find a space n put the map, food and drinks...picnic start we all start to eat...but YunJie never eat, she said she not hunrgy. After eating we walk around the beach n took a lot of photos. Then we walked to E-hub...we go take neoprints then paly arcade after that we took bus to White Sands to meet Karine's mum...had dinner there but i never eat... after Peiiu & Karine left... Me, Beatrisa, Lachmi, YunJie, Cheryl, HuiTing continued to shopping and we took neo prints again! We had more fun taking it the 2nd time then de 1st time then we continue shopping...i brought 2 pairs of ear rings after that we took bus home...we really had a great time! Can't wait for our next gathering (:

my exam result

2009-05-21T22:23:00.000-07:00

English
Paper 1: 48/80
Paper 2: 44/60
Total: 65.7/100(C)

Science
Section A: 24/40
Section B: 28.5/40
Total: 79/100(C)

Math
Paper 1: 42/50
Paper 2: 37/50
Total: 79/100(A)

Chinese
Oral: 35/50
Listening: 20/30
Paper 1: 19/20
Total: 74/100(B)

CPA
Paper 1: 35/50
Total: 70/100(B)

EBS
Total: 80/100(A)

should i be happy or not happy

2009-05-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

Finally have some time to update my blog because i busy study for exam.....EXAM STRESS!

Yesterday have English paper 1 very difficult lor... the writing i all copy n paste n i think i will fail my English paper 1....after the exam i ask "somebody" when can i get back my money then she just answer me that she don know yet n i was so angry lar so long already then me n my friends go to coffee shop eat then go home.......

Today have Chinese paper 1 & 2 it is easy for me but i don no others......after exam go to canteen eat then go YunJie house study but i don think that we r study then playing lor....then go home...

Today is my brother birthday n i wish him a happy birthday because we did not celebrate then when my mother came back from work then i tell her i wan to give my my brother a surprise then i call my elders brother and uncle that we share money to buy a cake n KFC to celebrate but my mother said no money than did not celebrate...i was so sad lar that i have no money to help my brother celebrate....

gtg need to study EBS exam for tmr

If the "somebody" return me money i maybe can help my brother celebrate his birthday n i felt sad that i can not give him a surprise ...

2009-04-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

today go school as per normal. then stay back to study at xinfony terrace but study until half nothing to do than go hall play table tennis. actually i don't know how to play but now i know how to play le, not so good lar then go home about 5pm

bye gtg

2009-04-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

Today go school as per normal, but have some thing special today Mr Tay confiscated the books that our class people put under the desk. Than during the math lesson Mr Tay call Ivan n Alif follow him to staff room to take all the books to the class. then Mr Tay said those people whose books which had been confiscated by him, can take out ur wallet, luckily i never put the books under the desk after all that we continue our lesson.

That all for today gtg:)
Oh ya need to do revision le exam coming but i hope that the time will stop first got a lot of thing need to do.....

2009-04-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

Nothing happen today go school as per normal. But need to stay back for dance, before dance me, Lachmi, YunJie, Beatrisa, PeiRu, PeiXiu(Miss Cute), Karine, HuiTing and Cherly go eat pizza at Compass Point Pizza Hut. At there we ordered a lot of thing lucky got Lachmi have us eat otherwise we can't finish it oh ya forgot one thing that was very funny is that Miss Cute thougth that the cheese is salt than she put in her Pepsi haha...when we finish, huiting said we will be late if we take bus back to school...so she gave us $5 and we took cab back to school. When we reach the dance room we heard someone shout "5,6,7,8" and we see who is that oh is Ms Beh assistant then at 430pm we went to hall practice till 530pm end. Then go to computer lap for a while than go home

ok that all for the day gtg

Speech cum homecoming Day!!!

2009-04-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

Today is the homecoming day n it is also speech day. Reach school about 10.20 am then help out our class store, help until 2+ pm then rest never play any games but i walk around see others class store then me, Karine and Beatrisa go to computer lap 2 take photo than Beatrisa go take the Bintan camp photo in the computer till the homecoming end. then we clean up our store after that we take class photo then go home. it is a tiring day but is fun...

My Holiday

2009-03-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

Hi Everyone i back from Bintan
Tuesday 17/3/09 - Family Day

Me, my family & my uncle dog Lucky go to East Coast Park there for BBQ n cycling. when we reach there my uncle bring Lucky to the sea play with water but Lucky scare of water n she run away from the water then my uncle carry her to the water put her in then she start swim...and she having fun with it, i found funny thing that lucky doing when she play with water is she want to bite the wave... after that we start our BBQ....after that we go rent bicycle n put lucky in a basket then cycle one round after all this i found that i had sun burn n is so painful...go home about 12+a.m

Camp Day
Day 1- Wednesday 18/3/09

We meet in school at 7 a.m then we need to take bus to the Tanah Merah Terminal about 45min then we take ferry to Bintan about 1hour+ then we take the bus again to the Loola Adventure Resort about 1hour+...we took our bag into the room then we have our lunch, after lunch our first activity is Kayaking. in Kayaking i group with WanYi n Daryl. the instructor tell us that we need to go down to try the life jacket is work or not. after that we start to kayak, we kayak half way Daryl said that the seat there have one bee than he scare until he jump down the boat than i fall in the water n my leg knock onto the rock than we go up the boat, i saw my leg is bleeding then i use the sea water to wash away the blood then we continue the journey then jing pang go down to the water to have fun then he shoes lost in the water then chiew sian go down to help him find his shoes then her shoes also lost...after all this we kayak to the river that the water there is very high and the instructor scare us that in the river have crocodiles...after kayaking we need to walk back to the Loola Adventure Resort n is so far lor... then Mr Tay call the boys to carry jing pang & the girls to carry chiew sien back...then we carry them half way Mr Tay said that we walk our own don't need to carry them any more...then we shower n dinner after that my class divide in 3 group for sharing session till about 12 a.m than we have our sleeping time

Day 2- Thursday 19/3/09

Wake up at 7 a.m then go bush teeth, change clothes about 8 a.m breakfast till 9 a.m then our first activity of the day is CIP-repair road...we need to walk to a place, the road have a lots of stones then we learn to make cement n take water from well soon we start to work till about 1 p.m we end...then Mr Tay treat us drinks...take bus go back to resort...change pant than go for lunch after that we have flying fox to the sea till about 5.30 p.m than we have to climb coconut tree but i never climb...then we go shower till 8 p.m then we have our dinner then we have the sharing session with my group... after that sleeping time

Day 3- Friday 20/3/09

wake up at 6.45am+ than wash up and change clothes, 8a.m we have our breakfast then 9 a.m+ then our first activity of the day is rock climbing after that we have our lunch than the next activity is hill tracking, is so difficult to climb up and down...then we have the boom netting we have to put on life jacket, it so fun i jump from the third floor then went back to loola and shower and den we have dinner and the teachers treat us soft drink after that we have half an hour to prepare for the campfire performance..our class is doing a short drama which is about our class life everyday so joashelle act as Mrs Goh n Mr Tay act as a piakia student n the rest of us act as normal student... it was so fun... den suddenly the host ask our class to make a class cheer so we use the barney songs as a class cheer...it like this "i love u,u love us we are happy threeleven and a great big hug and a kiss from me to u will you say you love us 2" so fun...haha campfire ends around 1.05am den is sleeping time

Day 4- Saturday 21/3/09

wake up at 6.30a.m+ brush teeth and sit down and talk to huiting, beatrisa, lachmi, joashelle and karine talk till 9am then we have a fast breakfast and then we have form teacher sharing session...we have a star paper to paste four different colour of stars...11.45am+ den we went down the sea and take another class photo.. then we have lunch but we never eat, we go pack thing because we need to left at 12.30 p.m... we take back our handphone and passport and we went up the bus... on the way to the ferry terminal we on songs it was fun soon we reach the terminal we take our bags all tat and board on the ferry... reach singapore around 4pm plus went back to school around 6pm plus and we dismiss at there, pass three days i have a lot of fun and i make a lot of new friends n i feel that my class is bonded...

2009-03-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

Today me, ShuLing, Lachmi, WanYi n YunJie go to Hougang Mall buy some camp things then we go Beach Road to buy others things n there have alots of camp things but yunjie not going....

When i reach home is about 530pm then i help my mother buy food, wash the box that we need to use it for the BBQ because my mother take the box from the fish storage at NTUC so very smelly...next week have BBQ n Bintan camp no holiday le....

see u guys on wed camp

2009-03-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

Today in math lesson Mr Tay said that we will have a lucky draw but the lucky is to draw a home-coming ticket from a box...see how much u take than pay for it.....the max. amount is $2 who draw $2 is very unlucky lor...we finally get the packing list for Bintan camp n they give the list is so late lor next week going, this week than give us the list....the list is so long lor need to bring a big bag to put all the things lor ...

2009-03-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

Today in school is so boring lor nothing to do but today is quite fun because after school me n my friends go to the senior citizen corner to do the math project.....we finish up the the map.....have not finish the measurement yet than after that we take a lots of photos...hehe....

But this year need a lot of money lor... because need to pay $100 for the bintan camp, buy home-coming ticket, buy class & drama t-shirt.......

fun day

2009-03-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

today in assembly, the 98.7 fm people came to school to have talk about DJ n it was so funny that i enjoy this assembly so much hehe...

But today in drama is so boring lor... because of one of the people said that she don't no wat to do lor....wat the hell she was leader n she don't no wat to do n she think we know wat to do....we also have not finish the costume thing lor... me n yun jie just go to help out with props n we having fun to painting n playing with water....

a angry day

2009-03-06T05:44:00.000-08:00

Today i very angry because of 1 Drama people who in costumes, she needs to do a list of costumes that the actors wear n she never do then Ms PIZZA scold us because of her. After Ms PIZZA scold us, we the costumes members took out the costumes n took photo of it n she took again & again, n the most angry thing is teacher gave the work to us about 1 month n she still can't finish it she said that she have no time to do it, n she got time to do the things outside no time to do the things at school, n she always waste me n my friend time to go out buy things, n we get scolded not olny one time lor... so angry!!!

i don't feels like continue this friendship....

2009-03-04T04:10:00.000-08:00

Today Mr Tay tell the class that we going to Bintan for camp 4days 3night in March holiday but i have drama camp also arr... so biz in the holiday. Mr Tay ask me try 2 sell all the home-coming tickets, i sell 3 already he want me to buy other 2 but i already buy 2 for myself lor no money how to buy le!

so biz in holiday boring sia
hahas gtg

A Happy Day

2009-03-03T03:33:00.000-08:00

Today in math lesson my friends n i need to go to the hall to measure the area of it after we finished we go to the Xinfony Terrace there to play in the rain than Wanyi said lets play Scissors Paper Stone in the rain, those who win can come in the shelter n those who lose stay in the rain until they win. haha......is so fun play inthe rain n we all r wet.