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Friday, March 11, 2011

How can i become a happy person again???

Wat is true friends? Can i be a true friend of others? Am i a good friend? Why people treats me like that? How can i forget all the unhappy memories? Wat should i do? Inside of my heart and mind are full of ???

I never do anything at all why not people believe me? No people care how i feel. why thing goes like this why can't we go back... I really don like it

I really don like myself, in front of my family i laugh like crazy just because i don wan them to know it and also let me to forget all the unhappiness for a moment. In front of my friend i feel very very sad wan to cry, why they treats me like that. I am very very lonely

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

My life had change, i no longer a happy person already

Long time never update blog le. Today write blog because there is no one i can share how i feel now. I had been not happy for a few weeks already. I try my best to be happy in front of my family don let them know that i not happy just don wan them to worry and also try my best to forget all the bad memories but still cannot forget it. I wish everything will go back to the past so that i will more happier. I don know wat i had did that makes them dislike me so much that they can ignore me even i stand in front of them. I feel like crying we have been friends for so long already why they treat me like that, why thing end up like this i really don know. I really really wish can go back to the past when we still at sec sch.

Am i a selfish person only care about myself? I really don know who can tell me. Did i change a lot or should i say i change to bad. I really really don know. Maybe i had change a lot that why u all dislike me.

Are we still friend? I don know. Maybe you all will think i am thick skin, just to tell u all that i still treat u all as friend even you all don treat me as friend already. I know u all don like me to follow after sch so i did not follow u all, i know you all also don wan to talk to me so i never say bye to u all or i should say never talk at all.

Anyway test is coming all the best to all of you :)

But i don think you all will come and see this post.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

This few days have hospitality course.
Monday go to school till 130pm then have NA math till 625pm teacher said have test so stress.
Tuesday go to Royal Hotel then have NA math till 6pm.
Wednesday go to Crown Plaza Hotel, the hotel was very beautiful then have NA math till 6pm.
Today go to Changi Bleach Club then Karine and Beatrisa go to my house play wth the dog.

This week holidays have a lot of homework to do. So Stress.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

This few days not enough to sleep and having a lot of stress... Coursework very difficult to do don know how to do and NA math also very difficult arrr...... so stresssss.... this few day i feel like the class looks very sleepy...

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

14 Feb
Wake up at 8am then watch tv then mum said going out soon...then i go to change then went to grandpa house(mother side), eat n get ang bao... then a while later grandpa said that he need to go KK Hospital fetch aunt n baby back then after eating we go to grandpa house(father side) then went to grandma's mother house n go to others relatives house to get ang bao....After that we went to aunt house, see baby then we play cards.....stay at aunt house

15 Fed
Wake up at 6am then go see baby, grandpa feed the baby milk then at 10+am grandpa bath the baby n i take some photo of her......play cards....

Today wake up at 10+am because the baby was crying then went to aunt room, saw baby was bathing n she is hungry so that she is crying then i also take some photo of her.....
At afternoon mum n i went back home....

I am so sorry to Chiew Sien that i can not go to meet her because i not free n i not at home

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Happy Day

Today is New Year Eve, it was a happy day, wake up at 9am help mum to clean the house then about 12+pm my younger brother said that my aunt going to gave birth....Then about 1+pm my aunt gave birth n it is a baby girl....My whole family was so happy because we had a new member...My family said she came to get ang bao...her birthday is so easy to remenber is on the new year eve...She is so cute...

Tmr is Chinese New Year so Happy Chinese New Year to all of you!

Friday, February 12, 2010

Today at school celebrate Chinese New Year then SPRING IT UP then total defences then have N-Level thing....
Go back home then went to buy food, after buying food walking back home saw somebody with his girlfriend then the somebody saw me, his eyes open very big, like never see me before.....
At home, wash jacket and bags then Karine come my house to make her nail then we chat...

2 more days to Chinese New Year
Time pass so fast the new year is coming...